tomorrow is the Snow Moon
I want to thank you all so much for all your wonderful supportive comments that were left regarding my post the other day. There is nothing quite like the support from a friend to help one get through a rough patch in the road. I truly appreciate all the support and care, and when it comes from a fellow mama, I just know that there is a real sense of understanding behind that concern. It's real and genuine. The camaraderie between mamas is irreplaceable. Sitting over a cup of tea or coffee. Time spent talking and discussing and coming up with plans, I depend on it just to get through my days. It means more to me than I can explain.
Things are getting better. I'm trying hard to focus on the the good and to be positive. Attitude is a choice isn't it? I can choose to be nasty and snappy (which I hate to say that I am often), or I can do my hardest to be positive even when I'm not feeling it.
Tonight there was a lot of crying going on in this house from the two little ones. I was just willing it to all go away. Finally they both rested their little heads. Finally there is rest. Finally there is quiet. Tomorrow is a new day. There will be an opportunity to be a better mama, a more patient person, a more gentle and forgiving person. I'll start the day with a new outlook and a big strong cup of coffee. Goodnight.